get out of my head

2003-01-06T18:47:00.000-08:00

This is by far the funniest picture of myself that I have. It sums up a tremendous amount about my relationship.

2003-01-01T20:12:00.000-08:00

Actual child abuse
Getting a bum drop in the abdomen,

2002-12-29T20:47:00.000-08:00

Dharma wheel

2002-12-16T12:43:00.000-08:00

So sorry I never update.
Blogs really are lame aren't they?
Merry Christmas.

2002-11-27T19:23:00.000-08:00

I had a very drunk vacation.
I do not see any more ghosts.
I graduated from college.
Seeeeee... the last 7 weeks I've been very busy.

2002-10-11T18:38:00.000-07:00

While I'm pimping myself out to actors I'd also like to say that I admire Jason Lee and his friend that looks like me.(scroll down to see pictures of me)

2002-10-11T18:31:00.000-07:00

What my ACT profile said about me:
Take it here

A "live wire"

Energetic, enthusiastic, passionate

Labile; capricious, changeable, moody, ambivalent

Inquisitive, interested in many things

Full of ideas

Tends to be undisciplined, disorganized

Friendly, outgoing, sociable - loves being with people

Cares about others, always willing to "lend an ear"

Wants to be liked by others

Emotional and intense

Opinionated but open-minded; has an opinion but willing to listen to others

Thrives on stimulation, likes exciting things

Upset by conflict

Expressive, animated if not flamboyant

2002-10-10T07:10:00.000-07:00

If you know, or you are John Cusack and you see this, I want you, John, for one night. e-mail me, or e-mail him and get him to e-mail me.

2002-10-08T09:53:00.000-07:00

Despite the evidence found in this photo. there have been no strange occurences in my house for 2 days.

2002-10-07T07:51:00.000-07:00

Airplanes

In 1979 I was two years old. My first real sentence spoken was this, " Me little boy, down down down red all over"
It was said as I watched a news story on a plane crash, my mother and I both in tears.

Since the dawning of my memories I have had dreams of airplanes. Flying, riding, mostly crashing. I have only had 2 dreams where I am a passenger when the plane crashes and let me tell you it is not pretty. My mind does not let me off easily in the reality/details department. I would guess that I have 4 airplane dreams a year.

6 months before Sept 11 I had a dream that I was a passenger on a plane. The plane began to shake and completely went off course and headed back towards the city. I was looking out the passenger side window at downtown buildings getting closer and closer and the plane was jumping all over the place out of control. The terror I had in my sleep woke me up.

Last night October 6 2002 I had a dream about an Air India flight.
It took off (very very loudly) then went backwards like it had been attached to a bungee cord. Then it flew forwards again. I was in a tower watching it.
This dream was very lucid and I find it strange that I came up with Air India, an airliner I had to search for to see if it actually existed.

Anyhow I thought since we were discussing ghosts here, dreams would fit right in.

2002-10-06T11:15:00.000-07:00

UPDATE:
Last night I thought my husband was tapping me on the shoulder trying to wake me up. I asked him, "Are you tapping my shoulder?" his response, "Yes". Although I knew he couldn't have gotten his hands back under the covers without me feeling the blankets move.

This morning he admitted he wasn't tapping my shoulder he was asleep and we should do something about our 'problem' especially if this is happening to our daughter.

I think I may get some 'new age' lady in here to take my money and ease my mind.

2002-10-04T06:42:00.000-07:00

I just bought this house in June, and I'm not willing to move out of it because of a ghost.
After I moved in I slowly found out some of the history through our neighbours.
1. Original owners both died here.
2. The husband was a holocaust survivor, he died from cancer in 1995 leaving his wife behind.
3. His wife did not speak English, her husband was her life. She did not leave the house after his death and commited suicide 1 year and 2 months after his death on Valentines Day.

Ghost Activity

Old man standing at the end of our bed, 4am.
I have finally, after 2 months, asked a neighbour about the physical description of the man who had lived here. It is identical to the man I saw that night. Down to his clothing.

Ran back into house after I forgot my daughter's "sippy cup". Came into the house to find a toy overturned, a button on it is faced down and pressed making a huge beeping noise.
This toy was in the box when I left.

Middle of the night I wake up with a strange sensation someone is there. Suddenly there is a hand on my calf on top of the comforter.

My daughter's squeaky bedroom door opened and closed 2 nights ago. My daughter is 1 1/2 and cannot get out of her crib.

Last night from the kitchen an empty can was being squeezed, and there was a womans sneeze.
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OK, I'm having a really hard time with this because, while I do believe in spirits, I have never believed that a spirit can enter our physical world and touch and move things.
I'm not sure what I should do about it. Someone told me to tell this person to go to heaven the nest time something happends. I can't do that, I feel too stupid yelling something like that out, especially since I am an atheist it feels hypocritical.

Any suggestions?
If anyone has had a similar experience please post or e-mail me.
Thanks.
Femme Fatale

2002-10-01T19:12:00.000-07:00

Montreal Sushi restaurant May 11, 2002

2002-10-01T17:02:00.000-07:00

yes I'm still here.
now I have a nasty cold.

why do people make these stupid blogs anyhow.
BORING.
Over 600 people have peeked in 2 days and for what... NOTHING.

sad people, very sad.

2002-09-30T12:15:00.000-07:00

I like peeners

2002-09-29T11:07:00.000-07:00

jesus I need sleep. a one and a half year old child has too much energy.

2002-09-29T10:27:00.000-07:00

my sore throat has escalated. i need a feeding tube or I may not eat today....
i'm very frustrated with life in general, everyone is.

"I'm very sorry for your loss. Your mother was a terribly attractive woman." -Royal Tenenbaum

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2002-09-28T19:14:00.000-07:00

welcome to my head. I have a sore throat.

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